I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate not having the choice on how to live my life. I hate having to wear black all the time, it is just depressing. I hate that because of this secret I can’t hang out with my best friend at school. I hate having to hide myself the most.
“Why can’t I at least try to be normal for once,” I whined to my parents who were reading the newspaper.
My dad turned to me with a dissatisfied look on his face. “Honey we’ve been over this. We don’t want to attract any attention to ourselves.”
“No. Acting like I am emo and that I hate the world is making me stand out more. I am separating myself from society and I look suspicious, dad. It is not who I am. Plus, you and Mom don’t act like you hate the world now do you. Why does it have to be different for me!” I yelled at the end starting to get angry.
“Don’t raise your voice at your dad, Lily,” warned my father.
“I deserve to have a say in my life, Mom,” I huffed at her.
“You are only a child and you don’t know enough about the world.”
“I’m 16 dad. I’m old enough to drive, so I’m old enough to at least have a say in my life. I’m going to college in two years and I am so not going to community just so you can hold me in your voice longer!” I yell.
“Go to your room, Lily!” Boomed my father.
His veins we’re starting to glow blue. When us Calorians get really upset or just too much of any emotion, our veins start to glow. I was angry, they always treat me like a little kid. I clench my hand and make the water in my dad’s cup expand so much the glass shatters.
“Hope you enjoy your water,” then I turn to leave grabbing my hoodie along the way.
I hear my parents calling my new as I step out the door but I keep walking. I know that I’ll be in trouble but I don’t care. I just had to get out of there before I accidentally hurt one of them because I was so angry at them. I just kept on walking and walking not knowing where I was going, just needing to clear my head.
I end up at the park, so I sit down on a bench. I.close.my eyes just listening to the chirping of the birds and chatter of the squirrels.making there way across the forest behind.
“Your Lily, right?” A random boy said startling me out of my thoughts.
“Yes….?” I asked obviously waiting for him to say his name. He looked vaguely familiar though.
“I’m Peter. Peter Carter. I’m in your Chem class with Mrs. Dubowsky,” he said sitting down.
Sure sit down. Please, why don’t we have a not completely unwarranted and unexpected conversation. It’s not like I was interrupted on my relaxing time or anything.
“So why are you out here all alone? I’m here with my little sister Emma,” he says as he points to her.
She was a bouncing, giggly ball of energy. She had hair the color of flames pulled back into two pigtails and was currently lost in her own fantasy world.
“Just to get away from my parents,” I indulged him with conversation.
“Yeah, parents can get pretty annoying. I don’t mean to pry but what were you fighting about?”
He seemed so genuinely nice and curious that I decided to answer him even though I usually don’t open up to people, let alone strangers. “Um, the usual. College and them being too controlling. I’m most likely in trouble for just bolting but I had to leave.” I wasn’t lying just not saying the whole truth.
“I get what you mean. Me and my parents are ways talking about how I need to focus on football so I can get a scholarship to a good college, but the truth is, I hate football. Wow I’ve never told anyone that,” Peter confessed.
My mouth flew open and o just stared at him with a shocked expression. I bet I looked dumb but I just could help it. “Wa-wa-wait. Hold on, aren’t you the star quarter back and the captain. How are you that good if you don’t like it?” I asked disbelievingly.
“I know right,” he dryly chuckled. “Football used to be my life, but ever since sophomore year started it started to become less about me and more about my parents. I played football because it was fun and I enjoyed it, bit my parents forced.me to play it so I can have a career in football like my dad. I don’t want to be a football player, I want to be a computer science engineer. Whenever I bring it up, it never ends well,” Peter said sadly.
“I know the feeling. Can I tell you a secret?”
“Sure,” he said turning to me with a curious face.
“I’m not actually emo, it I’d just an act. My parents told me that I had to act that way so I wouldn’t stick out. Do you know Cameron Diaz?”
“Who doesn’t know Cameron Diaz?” Peter scoffed.
“Well, she is my best friend. We have been best friends since I moved here in kindergarten. All a part of the act. We are never seen at school but are practicing inseperable after school.”
“I know–” I was cut off by the sound of thunder. I just now realized that the sky had considerably gotten darker and big, black angry-looking clouds had formed over us.
“Uuuh, I need to go back home. It’s getting late and my parents are probably angry enough,” I said panicking.
No, no, no. This cannot be happening. I am so screwed.
“Okay do you need me to walk you home, Lily?”
“No, I’m fine,” I was about to turn away when it was like the heavens decided to open up on us and a huge deluge of water dropped down on us, soaking us in seconds.
I could feeling it happening, the tingling sensation all through my body. Then I could see a blue glow reflect against Peter’s face. When Calorians get wet our marks that are otherwise invisible start to glow and our powers start to ignite. Judging by Peter’s face it was starting.
I bolted back home, not sparing even one look back at Peter. Tears started to stream down my face. I had messed up. Big time.